Am I happy?

I didnt know Elvis Presley much. But i started lately to adore him since i dropped by on his page in youtube and saw most the video of his. i spent all day by checking all about him. He looked so happy in running his romance through his marriage with Priscillia. Most photos reflected it. Kiss me quick, I'll remember you, my kiss were not cancelling my tear drops felt his sensuality movement. It's not the reason why i melt my tears seeing his perfomance.Due to his family's happiness, i took a pity on his broken marriage. Take good care of her is one of song of his which also make me wondering to know what really happened.But of course, it doesnt become public secret to know that he lived among glamorous,drugs and women.

Actually, these what i told above is not the point why i shared it on my blog. Something bleeding in my heart whenever i saw his broken family. How did divorce happen between a gorgeous couple like they both. Wealth,beauty,daughter,popularity are playing on their days. Could other reasons make they took decision to separate?? How?? Do the four things not effort him to keep the word named marriage? Well, marriage is not just word to say, and it's not just appointment among couple and God. More than these reasons, marriage is about responsibility to God and marriage it self. It looks so wonderful from long distance but hard to run. Then how's the little angel named kid? Would s/he reach happiness through their parents' failure?People only could stare at them by pity look.Do they become "a victim of marriage" or "product failure" of past time. Who can answer that questions??

Me! I can answer those question! due to my experiences that make me like what im now,i will tell you that marriage is not about consideration just. This the right reason why actually i spent my all days by watching elvis' life video. It reflected my self. We broke my daughter's dream by being bad parents step on the marriage stage.I my self even had been very carefully for not doing bad. Well, i dont say that what i did is tottally true, at least as unperfect woman i admit that i also become part of failure. But anyone here agree that a simple thing could easily break its holy marriage?Why being bad cooker would become the path to divorce?Open your eyes,men..This life is not only eating, and i dont need to spend my single minutes in the kitchen just for playing around with chicken, fish,meat, vegetables etc. I also would love to care my nails at least once in a month sitting for menicure and pedicure. Is it perfectly normal,men? come on,,u deserve to answer those represent the man who broke my life!

Elvis Presley, Priscillia, Lisa marie...are one of couples made my night being dehidration. Couldnt deal with this eyes to close at least 1 minute. I found many couple have same fate of mine, took decision in under the name of "happiness". Then, could you really feel the happiness after divorcing? If yes, you shouldnt being envy to other couple or etc. Who is definitely happy in the divorcing? you or your kids? Ask yourself as im asking my deep heart now. Am I happy with these all?

Just one thing i need to state : Forgive me to make you bottomless without him, my dear daughter...

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