keep missing him

the feeling i never expected before!... it really keeps staying in my heart . I have started to let it grow with great seed .Then watering it by saying love, again..love!. but whenever it keeps growing, i can't catch my mind when it said that,"how could you in love with 9 years different younger than you!"..ooh..love makes me fuking blind so far?!..I grapple with deep heart and true mind..

listen amro..
i am not good pretender who can keep this feeling well, really..and im so suffering to let you dance on my mind.Your shadows embolden me to fight again, with fucking love i never expected before. If i represent you as a green emerald, of course it sounds too over. you are not! but you are just like emery cloth that enlight a dingy ring..just like emery cloth, amro (but it is so precious thing) for a dingy ring like me!!..

listen amro..
No words can express my feeling when i got no news from you. Allah and I know much hows your moving break the speed of heart and how i feel empty.Even the tears said "no comment" for my loneliness..see,how much i can keep this all?!

look amro..
room of my heart is not enough to keep what i have grown to you..if it's must be melted now, just let it....Let the time kill the seed love i have ever spread to you cause im not able to do so now..

I do miss you now,amro..even you will be not real in my life.
"Just 9 years!"


to.Amro (01.06 am wib)